Where to Go, What to Do?

I’ve been in my head a lot lately about my future. The last time I was this thoughtful I jumped into a 3 year debt payoff process that still isn’t over. It starts with me hating myself as an overreaction to something I regret, rests on me being discontent enough to search for an answer, debating on the decision to choose a solution to the problem, and then eventually getting angry enough to do something about it.

I’m not quite angry yet.

I’m sitting somewhere between terrified of change and knowing I need it. It’s a bitter little corner. I think I’ll be stepping out of it soon, but I need to decide what I’ll be stepping into.